the recent me part 2 =D

Back home for like 1 week and more, nothing special that I did.. Just started my working life in my dad's office.. No position still as I am still flexible in everywork!!

Recently, I have been learning numbering just to help people. it's call Visiber!!

It's really an amazing stuff that everyone should learn and should know...

I am still learning basic and I can be able to know some of you through ur birthday!! If you want to know more about you, ur health, ur future,u n ur couple just let me know and I can definately help you to solve your problems.

dont laugh, it's seriuosly very powerful...... *trust me*

everyone that go for Visiber has feel it's power and seriously very amazing and unbelievable...

100% dream come true............

=D blogging during office time cause i seriuosly got nothing to do.... see... I am still very relaxing.. hehe

good day everyone and be optimistic in life

*god bless*

-princessdadar-

I'm Back =D

8 hours flight from Brisbane to KLIA... missing, hectic, tired, happy.....

everything back to normal now...

still home is the best!!!

*home sweet home*

wishing all my friends at aussie all the best and will see you guys when I see you =D

-princessdadar-

GoodBye Australia =(

Have to say goodbye to this country,Australia that I have spent nearly 3 years
There are plenty of nice memories that I have experienced here..
*suddenly feel like sharing it with everyone and as my memory for my future* =D

2 years ago: When I started my new life here in Australia, pursuing my degree in The University of Melbourne

• Feeling happy because almost half of my family was there with me.. so I didnt experience any home sick =D
• The year that I have ended up my 4 years LDR with my ex =D *was happy because it's kinda relief for me*
• Enjoying my study and feeling very stress especially for the structure and construction subject
• Fortunately I have graduated from that course and after that we need to complete our practical year in order for us to continue our 2nd degree...
• This was also the year that I felt to stop my study and to start on my working life and so, I didnt back in the same time with my other 2 sisters and try to look for a good job... BUT end up, I was back to Melbourne to try to look for a internship BUT i failed because of the stupid visa...
• So end up I was kinda like enjoying my holiday during the early 2008 until July
  
• Early 2008 was kinda a year that depressed me and also surprised me =D
• Depressed that I couldn't successfully got a job and failed in all the interview that I went =(
• But something surprised me was all in the sudden I received 3 awards from my UNI!! I was kinda surprise and unexpected feeling =D

• And during this lovely holiday, there was someone who is so daring to come after me and delivered me a lovely bouquet of flowers, msn with me everyday, sms me everyday, call me everyday with all his 'sweet talk' to me =D
  
• Ended up, WE are both together NOW =D
  
• July 2008 was the month that I back to my honours year!! one word that can only represent the whole semester...'tears'. I cried mostly every week due to the stupid thesis work and I got no idea at all.....
• Back to early this year 2009, I have successfully graduated from The University of Melbourne with the 2nd upper class!!! *not too bad* =D
• I have got my first customer service job here in Melbourne. I worked as a front counter in Nando's... *missing all my colleagues there but not the boss*

• Until this September, I have decided to leave Melbourne and come over to Brisbane to join my bf.
• October 2009: *something happened which I wish to forget in my life* and I have decided to go back Malaysia and just put all my dreams at the back =(
• And now 3.33a.m (Brisbane time): I am leaving today, 11.35pm... 20 hrs to go and I will be leaving my baby alone here and stop all the dreams that we have planned =(
  

"Baby: Sorry that I couldn't hold on with our dreams and what we have planned. I need to go back because this country is not belongs to me. I have tried so many ways but still..........
Brighter side, you earning Aussie so pls 'tt' my 'gaji' for me okay =D
BB, I have destroyed our dreams but we have also created a new one with few options =D
This time I won't make you down anymore.... our dream will come true....I LOVE YOU BB
waiting you to come back or waiting me to come over????? will see which one will come true =D
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

SO, this is how the end of my Aussie life and I am coming back home=D
Is time to sleep now

-princessdadar-

I'm Leaving on the JETPLANE =(

Leaving soon... in 2 days time...
Leaving a lot of ???? to most of my friends here...
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To all my friends in Melbourne, Brisbane, Adelaide, Sydney and Perth: I'm sorry..Sorry that I do not said goodbye to you guys...
because I hate the feeling of saying goodbye and explaining everything again and again...
I am sorry =D (as what I've posted on my previous post, I have explained everything there)
I will meet you guys back home during CNY okay =D
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Hate the feeling of packing and unpacking....
Hate the feeling of going in to the boarding gate and I will be all alone again....
Hate the feeling of watching him walking back alone in the dark...
Hate the feeling of talking in the phone....
Hate the feeling of seeing him inside the computer...
Hate the feeling of LDR....
Hate the feeling of saying goodbye with my friends...
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DO I HAVE A CHOICE TO AVOID LDR, I HATE THAT..
CAN I GET RID OF IT FROM MY LIFE....I GOT NO CHOICE
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU =(
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Happy that I am going back home...
Happy that I am going to see my lovely papa, mama, koko, jie jie, jie fu, mel, baby Lucas AND everyone.....
Happy that I am going to see my 2 kakakS...
Happy that I am going to sleep on my lovely bed again...
Happy that I no longer need to wash my own clothes...
Happy that I no longer need to clean my own room...
Happy that I can drive to anywhere I like without any worries...
Happy that I don't have to take public transport...
Happy that I don't have to be that stress on looking a job...
Happy that everything is so cheap back home and I can just spend...
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SEE.....I HAVE SO MANY THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY
SO, I DON'T HAVE TO BE SAD BECAUSE YOU WILL BE BACK OR WE WILL BE TOGETHER ONCE THE TIME HAS COME.....JUST GO WITH THE FLOW...
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LOOKING AT THE BRIGHTEST SIDES
*NO MORE SADNESS, JUST LEFT HAPPINESS*

-princessdadar-

MY NEW WISH LIST for year 2010 =D

This is my first time writing out my wish list =D

actually nothing much i need but still wish to have something that I really want just to motivate me and definitely to make myself more happier......
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OKAY!! Here you go with my wish list for year 2010 (meaning I will get it in year 2010, doesn't matter is early or end of the year)

1: Louis Vuitton Saleya MM, Damier Canvas
wish to get that as my working bag=D

2: Iphone 3Gs
wish to get that as my firstly owned phone in Malaysia, no more using those phone tat has been used by others=D

3: Lola Marc Jacobs perfume

and this perfume I am so in love with the smell and it just let me feel very comfortable and smell so so so DAMN GOOD!!!
wish to get this as well and also the same as the phone, this will be my firstly owned perfume =D

4: Chanel Classic long wallet (this one maybe can be until 2011 cause my Prada wallet is still useable)
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Wish to get it soon... AND SO... I need to work harder to enable me to get all the stuffs in my wish list within year 2010!!

BREAK A LEG DAR!! YEAHHHH..............


I'll update my wish list once I have new wish list to update!! =D
GREAT DAY people!!!

-princessdadar-

The UNSURE of me =(

everything is so unsure on me right now...
everything is not going with my original plan now...
everything is just like a mess now...
I need to leave...
I need to leave soon...
really really soon...
I have failed to hold on my plans
I have failed to hold on my dream
I have failed to hold on my determination
I HAVE FAILED
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that will be the answer for me to all my lovely friends that shock of hearing my news of leaving the country =(

It's hard to say,
It's hard to explain,
It's hard to face.
please don't ask me why, because I have already told u why......
for those who knows, just listened and forgot and wish me the best.
I will appreciate it!!

maybe this is not the country that belongs to me
that's the thing that I can say
just let it be and pls dont ask me why!!!

BUT
I can definitely tell u that I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL BACK HOME

HOME, I am coming back soon.... 1 week time =D

Finally =D

Finally, I have settled down myself here in Brisbane.
So far so good. Not even unpacked my stuff so you can imagine how messy my room going to look like =P
Plenty of stuff need to spend like my new mattress, wardrobe etc etc....
Hence, I need a job eagerly just to cover up all my expenses!!
I have been a full time job hunter at home for 1 week. I wish it wont be up to 1/2 a year or more. Please give me some luck!! I need interviews and job offer!!!
*165*
I am sick right now! Wish that tomorrow my test will be fine and everything goes smooth and steady!!!
Missing my parents, brothers and sisters back home and also Melbourne!!

wanna take a nap for a while. my nose is not feeling well!! arghhhh

good luck to me tomorrow =D
all the best to myself
I know i can do it well!!

-princessdadar-

It's time to LEAVE=D

Should I sound happy or sad??!!
For me myself, I would only say 50-50.
50% of my happiness because I am going to persuade my career and fulfill my dreams and hopes.
another 50% of sadness is due to my homesickness. Missing each and everyone at home, I can only be home when the time is come =(
I have no choice. I have had chosen my dream and my career, I need to complete it without any regret. HENCE, I need to make those 50% of sadness into another 100% of my happiness.
As my mum told me, don't worry and be happy always. So I told myself to be happy everyday and enjoy every single moment of my life. Live life to the fullest =D
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Also, It's time for me to start my job hunting moment. I know this is torturing but "finger crossing" I know that I can manage to get A job. 'A job'.. This will be more then enough for me to start my career. And YES, I am ready for my career now. I just need a good chance for me to start and to proof myself. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW =D
Hopefully this time my LUCK is with me now =)
*GOOD LUCK TO ME*


Leaving to Brisbane in few days time, I am going to miss Melbourne and also my fellow friends. Hope that they will still remember me. Good luck to everyone of them including myself =D

Have a GOOD one everyone

GOD BLESSED

-princessdadar-

THE NEW ME!!!!

Although right now the waiting time is tough,
hold on there and I believe that my strong determination will bring me there =)
My new and bright future are waiting for me there, I will be there one day =D
You have to be really strong Melinda Tan!!!!!

-princessdadar-

Shopping Spree =D

Shop Shop and Shop..
That's what I will do during Sunday....
But just only for last Sunday =(
LOL
I have grabbed most of the stuff that I need for Spring.. yuhooo =D
BUT still have some in my mind and have seen some when passed by few shops this few days...
tat was not good man.................... *my visa money all spent on my wardrobe*
I am pretty lazy to take pic for all those stuff that I bought.. BUT I did show to my Queen Mel =D
I was so happy that I have grabbed a high waist jeans skirt from Guess...and it was so cheap... the original price was $129.90 and I got it for 60% off!! lolzz.. It was suppose to be 50% off but due to something missing from the skirt which i don't think will be a big matter for me!! lolzz
Will take pic and post up here to show u guys k =D
BUT
the consequences of spending too much money in a day is that I can't spend for the whole month =( pathetic.......................... ish ish ish!!!!
and I need more shift now to cover all my expenses............

good night everyone... tired day due to the double shift =0
have a good day people =D


-princessdadar-

Shopping Spree for Spring =D

Spring is around the corner
And my shopping spree has already started for maybe few weeks =D
Have had nice gladiator sandals since last summer and got 1 gladiator heels few weeks ago=D
I am now targeting maxi-dress which I have already seen one in somewhere... and will be grabbing it SOON =)
Also a white cardigan both long and medium length each one....
all the basics and for the coming season, a flowery skirt, blouse or scarf is a must in your cupboard
and I have all of them ready in my cupboard now.. lolzzz
Also, a 70's handbag will be perfect to go with it. I prefer a brown 70's bag with a medium length strip and to hang on one side of your shoulder =D
** I will have mine later which I have aimed for 1 =D, saving money for it.. finger cross**
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Cant wait for spring to come just to get rid of the thick and heavy jacket =D
oh yah... keep fit in progress too=D

-<3princessdardar-

Daddy, Daddy!! HAppy Birthday =D

Just wanna give a big big hug to my daddy grandpa=D
It's his birthday today!!
I am so sorry that I can't be at your side to celebrate with you =...(
But again, my heart is always be with you!!
I LOVE YOU PAPA =D
wish you have a healthy and wealthy life ahead
* HUAT HUAT HUAT AHHHH* lolzzzz

Homesickkkkk!!! cause everyone is now enjoying their lovely dinner at dunno what name Japanese Restaurant !! arggggggg****I WANT TO EAT ALSO*****

-princessdadar-

Cappuccino =D

I am so happy to serve my first cappuccino to one of my customers today!!
YES! I made the Cappuccino using the big big coffee machine by myself without any assistant =D
without any assistance meaning i have to grind the coffee, heated up the milk by using nozzle provided together with the coffee machine, and finished with the chocolate power at the top of the coffee =D * it seriously smells good but unfortunately I cant taste it because I cant take coffee =( and off course that was for the customer =P
haha...kinda successful cause my customer finished it!!! *or maybe he was too thirsty*
feeling to make more after that, but too bad cause the rest of the customers were opt for alcohol
LOL

update as requested =P

lolzz..
yeap, just wanna share the recent me and where have I've up to =D
nothing much...
the loneliness at home is not fun at all!!
boringggggggggggggg betul =P ****Amellyn, faster come back*****
wake up in the morning, change, and go to work, back home, shower + rest, youtube, dinner and sometimes just have some baking session with myself!!
seriously nothing much to update cause too boring =P
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Oh yah!! have to congratulate my friends, Ai Ti, " Happy Engagement" hope that she will have a wonderful life after all with her fiance =P ***and we are all now waiting for the next couple to get married or engage, hmmmppp who will it be the next one??!!*** we will see =D
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okay, I want to continue with my new HK series =P

-dadar-

Where is my luck??!!??

my luck has just all gone, gone to no where =(
I dunno what happened..
maybe it is fate
maybe the god has already given me the answer
should I just follow or just follow with my step???
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
What happen to my life n my luck???????????
FKKKKKKKK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The end of my UNI life=D

Is the end of my uni life
BUT is the starting of my working life!!
Not sure how will it feel later on
Not sure whether I will miss my uni life or not!!
But I will definitely miss it, for sure!
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How did I go through all my paper??
hmmppp....
Can pass but not sure will excel it or not.. probably not all =D
Will see the result at the mid of July =D
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What are my plan next??
Not sure......
Blank.... SO SO SO Blank..
What I have planned previously can it be archived??
I am not sure now!!!
cause there is always something exits in life and squeeze all my plans off =(
which I am not feeling happy with it at all.....
Do I want to let it a go with my original plan or just give up my plan??? this is a really huge decision that I have to make in my life....*which is not funny at all*
I know that I will definitely regret if I don't go with my original plan
*I don't know now*
maybe should wait for a big hints from someone, somewhere, sometimes...in one day...
Can I don't give up my original plan?????????
Can someone please lead me =(
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It should be a happy mood right after my paper, but now it's not seem to be =(
and I am now not feeling well with my stomach... *just screwed up my day*
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Just get a big rest after all and have a good shopping spree for tomorrow=D
good day people!!

-princess dadar-

Happy Birthday to my Baby =D

Happy Birthday to my baby =D
I love you...
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-princess dadar-

ONE more to GO =D

YEAH...
just 1 more to go
and
I will be free!!! lolzz

Finished my IELST test yesterday..
bit exhausted cause I force to wake up early in the morning 530am and the test ended at 430pm!!
such a long and hectic day I had =(
BUT
anyway, was all over!! *happy*
And I am back to my youtubing life, Blogging life etc... but again still have to study for the last paper anyway =(
haizzz... should be ok hopefully..
no more tense
YEAH =D

*Plans that I want to do after exam*
1. Hot Spring with my 4 lovely Melbournian Gals..
2. Work and earn more money *for more shopping money* lolzz
3. Apply my PR hopefully if i can pass my IELST
4. Shopping with Amellyn
5. Slowly pack my stuff
6. Looking for a QS job
7. Keep Fit (exercise)
8. Facial session with myself
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....... *more to come*

=D
abit too free today.. duno wat to do!! maybe will just continue with my study lah..
*bye bye*

-princessdadar-

I am Exhausted!!

Dieing with all the exams....
down 2, 2 more to come
and I am exhausted
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Just wan this period to pass soon
can't wait till the day i finish my final paper (24/6) and I will be free for the rest of my life
=D
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*exam mood*
-will be back soon on blogging-

I M possible

impossible = I M POSSIBLE

YES

I am DONE with YOU 'thesis'!!
lol...

Cant really imagine how I feel now!!

3 more papers and 1 english test!!
Pray hard n study hard in the same time =D

have a great great day people!!
I have a great one today!!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHH


-princessdadar-

IT's TMR =D

OMG!! Time passes so fast!!
Tomorrow is my presentation and my submission for my thesis!!
Scare for the presentation!! cause surely *bang bang bang* with questions from others lecturers!!!
IT'S TMR weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....................
Before that, I so wished the day can come faster, BUT then now I am freaking nervous with the presentation!! I am the first one who is going to present tomorrow and just 2 to 3 presenters only!!I SANGAT TAKUT!!!
I think my research just sucks!!! hmmppp
dont care... pls give me a pass will do.. I just wan to graduate now and go out earn money, save and spend like no one else money!!
3 more papers to go + 1 IELST test!! haiyooooo STRESS..
Not even started my revision yet!! Bloody exams..
GONNA STOP 'YOU' REAL SOON!!
=D

-have to head back to practice my presentation dy-
Will update with u guys how my presentation goes!! haha
God Bless me PLS!!


-princessdadar-

Recent me =D

Recently, I have been busy with my thesis**
even weekends I have to go back to uni and stick to that particular computer!!
I even left a piece of paper there saying **this computer is occupied due to the only software available in this computer** lolzz
Such a lousy uni lab I have!! Can u guys imagine that!! arghhhhh
paid so much and have to ask them to install the software for u and just in 1 computer!! *kns*

Besides busying with my thesis, I've also been busy with my work!! working every Tuesday till Friday from 11.30 to 2.30 but sometimes have to work until 3 or 4!!
So far so good!! slowly following the steps!! *proud of myself* =P

Last week of uni!! Tmr is going to be my last class.. and I just left 1 presentation and 3 papers!!
AND
I
AM
DONE
WITH
MY
UNI
LIFE
!!!!!

**HUYOOOO**

I just cant wait for it!!

but before that,
I have to finish my thesis and yea.. I have to head back to my work now!!
*fighting fighting*

have a great day everyone


-princess dadar-

My first day =D

My first day being a Nando's gal!!
lolzz.... one word to describe my feeling
NERVOUS!!!!
Once i get nervous, my mind go blank...
I cant even talk!! lolzzzzzz
Cant even structure my sentence nicely!!
MY GOD!!!!
It is seriously is NOT an easy job I reckon!!!
Dealing with customer, take their order... WOW crazy... U have to know where they categorize the meal and also their slang!! my godness... arghhhhhhhhhhhh

*meal or itself*
*regular side, regular drink*
*Having here or take away*
*$$$ pls*
wahlaooooooooooooo
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I have to slowly learn and be brave when dealing with customers!!
lolzz...

that's all for today and I have to continue with my work =D
Good nite people


-dadar-

WORRIES =(

I am worried recently!!
Worried about my thesis,
Worried about my final presentation,
Worried about my IELST test,
Worried about my final exam....
SO MANY WORRIES.......

AND

I AM NOW EMPLOYED!!
*part time @ NANDO'S*

This is another worry for me....
Worried that I can't cope with my study,
Worried that I can't finish all my work on time,
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TOO MANY TO WORRY!!
Hope that I can deal with all those worries and make all things success!!
BLESS ME =D

Start working tomorrow and hope everything will be fine=D

*busy busy*
-dadar-

my new name =D

巧遴
This is my new name!!
It sounds good and I love it =D
Hope this name can bring me those luck that I need..
All the best to myself =D

-princessdadar-

Lesson Learnt =D

Happy that I have learnt my lesson!
Everyone makes mistake I believe...
I take all the blames and I remember ( in a good way )
and definitely NOT going to repeat!!
"mind my own business"

Nothing to do with others, So please don't blame anyone
I will still treat you as my friend(as one of my crazy friends) and hopefully YOU too =D
I will still say hi to you or even smile to you like how I did previously =)
"is better to have 1 friend instead of 1 enemy"
So yea... YOU are still my friend =D

~cheers~
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-dadar-

Another long long weekends=D

YUHOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I have done for the whole week!!!
No class for tmr!! So I have 5 days off start from today.. YEAH!!
But have to work on my assignments...............
Attended my yoga class today,
feeling good
and so
have the mood to continue with my work now =D
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BUT
tomorrow have to wake up early and clean the whole house due to the stupid inspection on Thursday!! HATE INSPECTION!!!!!!!! =(
have to clean the kitchen
living room
bedroom
toilet... arghhhhhhhhhhhh
I WANT MY MAID TO BE HERE!!!!! *miss her suddenly* lolzzz

that's all for today !! ^-^


-dadar-
*head back to assignment*

An apple a day, keeps the doctor away =D

An apple a day, keeps the doctor away
Yes!! I'm having my apple of the day =D



*shortest post, sorry ah, the only thing that I wanna to share today =P*
-dadar-

SUnday sunday =D

It's a lovely day today in Melbourne=D
watched Australia Next Top Model today,
pretty gals and some are just freaking me out.....

I love a gal named Laura M, a 20 years old gal from Perth!! She owns an Asian gal look, long black hair. I just love her when she is doing her first catwalk =D Her walk is so professional and make her looks so gorgeous and international... i hope that she can go very far in this competition=D
Go watch on youtube, simply type in australia next top model 2009, cycle 5 and enjoy the show** =D
and I love the host this year too, Sarah Murdoch. Good hosting skill which is much better than the previous year !

No mood to do my work and I just wanna continue with youtubing because the coming weeks will be really a tough week for me and I just wanna relax for today =D

have a nice day everyone =)
and happy mother's day to all the mummy in the world =D

-princess dadar-

Happy Mother's Day =D

I am here to wish my mummy and my jie jie to have a very happy mother's day

To my mummy: I miss you mummy, miss your encouragements and advices and offcoz missing your love!! love you mummy.. Hope you like the card and the top=D

To my jie jie: This is your very first mother's day!! Happy mother's day to u =D
miss you jie =D
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oh yah!!! congratulation to my cousin who is getting married today!!
To BOB and Khai Ying: Happy wedding =D
SO happy, I got another ang pao for the coming CNY!!! lolzzzz



From: dadar =D

Release

I am glad that 'she' is fine =D
'she' is now slowly release from her recent pain
nothing to worry
Sweety, please love yourself more and more
and don't look back
trust me, 'HE' will got his curse *not by me, but by the god, cause god can see whatever that 'he n she' is doing*
and you have to know that
you are the winner in this relationship
you win your own self-esteem
you win all your friend's heart
don't be sad
everyone is here to support you
and you got nothing to lose

Instead of him n her (both cold bloody fella)
he/she is the loser
he/she loses everything
he/she is losing his friends day by day
he/she won a pretty gal*who is not that pretty* or handsome guy heart*who is not that handsome*, SO WHAT!!
he/she is going to lose it one day. ONE DAY **watch my word**

everyone should be happy instead because both cold bloody shitty fella are together (underground) and they are not going to come out to hurt other good guys and gals out there anymore but they are going to hurt each other one day instead!! yuhoooooooooooooooo**
WORLD PEACE
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WE should just go out to have celebration




-princessdadar-

梦。醒。你和我

为什么给了我一个梦，

在最后却要把我叫醒，
为什么让我依赖了你，
在最后却说要离开我，
为什么两个人的世界，
在最后只剩下我自己
虽然没有了梦，没有了你，
可是我会努力找回我自己。
并非没有你不能活，
只是需要重新适应一个人的生活。
如果只是寂寞，那我只能祝你好运，
你懂得什么是爱吗？
我怀疑，爱对你而言竟是如此的渺小。
真爱是什么恐怕你永远不会知道。
披着羊皮的狼。
也许这就是你的天性，
虽然我选择相信
可是别人都可以看出端倪。
狐狸最终露出了尾巴，
尽管说出多么堂皇的理由
终究还是要伤害无力反弹的猎物。

From: Chin Huay, Ngoh

A sad day I have =(

What a sad day I have!!!
Mel is on her way back to Malaysia for good *safe flight* ! I am so gonna miss her a lot!!!
No people go shopping with me, gossip with me, give me ideas, cook for me, go coles with me etc etc etc.............................................. =....(
Cant stop my tears drooling down when looking her get into the boarding gate......
Such a bad day I have ... arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEST OF LUCK TO YOU MEL! LUV YA=)

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Second news that shocked me!! But actually not that shock, was expected but it just that I tot will not be so soon!!
Anyway, the fella is gonna regret 1 day and will never be blessed!! * cause he is hurting a lot of gals out there*
selfishness, playfulness, lies are not going to take you far as gals these days are so not going to look at this kinda quality of guy!! *if the gal do so, probably she is just not yet awake, but soon she will see and feel*
GOT MONEY SO WHAT!!! GOT LOOK SO WHAT!! BUT BLACK HEART and PLAYFUL HEART!!
Gals out there are all smart, and they are smart enough to judge a person!!
And now I know how a Playboy looks right now!! * there do have playgal out there too, guys gonna be aware =D*
How pathetic or maybe I should said lucky is this... is happened around me *NOT ON ME OKAY=)*
*hope that she is okay right now and we should go out to have celebration because you are now release from a BAD GUY =D *
* NO OFFENSE people, is just my thought*

There is always NO right or wrong when you come into love, If you think that he or she is not the right one for you, then breaking up maybe is just the way for both of you to get release and keep looking for the next one until you get on a right one!!
Also, sometimes things turn out to be bad which is unexpected, and this cant be blamed, it is just fate!!
Always keep in mind that, THE NEXT ONE WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST=D

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that's all for today and I am going to continue my assignment =)
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Have a great and blissful day =D
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haizzzzzzzzzzzz................ MISS MEL LAH!!! =(

* Miscellaneous *

Awake earlier this morning, helped Mel to carry her boxes to the delivery man.

Back to unit, due to the emptiness and messiness, I have decided to tidy up the house =)
Unfortunately, I hurt my hand again (just my skin peeled off)
this is just a little tiny hurt as compare to last 2 times which left scars on my hand *WT....*
BUT, the scars are slowing fading off due to my hard work on applying my *eight hours skin protectant* from Elizabeth Arden
and I use it as my lip balm too =)

the old packaging that I have =)

This is the new packaging, mine was the old one.
I think mine is more convenient. I can just bring along with me to anywhere cause it is in a plastic packaging.

*thumb up for this product, it got 5 stars from me*

I bought it from MAS flight(when flying back from KL) it was a twin pack come with one small size, 28g 8 hrs skin protectant and one 8 hrs lip balm, cost me around RM 60 (around there la the price, can't remember)
If you wanna grab 1 remember to grab in from those duty free shops, cheaper and they sell in pack for their 8 hours products (lip balm, skin protectant, hand treatment and body lotion)
I have all of them =)
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~the end~

No uni today, No working, Just assignments
such a relaxing week I have
Going out to have some final shopping with Mel later =)

Busy Week (=

I have done for the week

But been busy shopping with Mel for the pass few days and will be continue until friday (=
She is going back on Friday and I am gonna miss her a lot!!!
No one shopping with me
No one cook for me
No one gossip with me
)....= sad leh......
BUT think of another side, She will have a bright future ahead and I am very happy for her =)
Mel: Earn more money and save more to achieve our dream okay!! hehehehe
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Have to concentrate more on my assignment now!!
and have to give myself a final big big push ever..... 3 more weeks and I am done with my study (=
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Surprisingly today we got a parcel from USA =)
was from my jie jie !! hehehe
Lovely parcel with our name engraved on top of a t-shirt!!
Our Personalize Top from my lovely jie jie (=
*Queen Mel*
*Princess Dar*
*Amellyn*
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that's all for today!!
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updates more soon

An energitic day (=

What a nice day today (=

Attended my first Bikram's YOGA class in Melbourne!
Similar postures that we did under a heat room (=
Sweat like hell.. Sweat even more than the time when I am playing volleyball or even jogging!!
Stretch under the heated room, no doubt about that the sweat just drooling down like none stop!! *fuiyooo*
Cheeks start to blush, not due to shyness, is because of the heat!!
Stretch stretch stretch for like 90 min, i reckon like maybe 1 liter of my sweat just gone... good for burning the calories off on this cold day (=

All of us (me , mel, chin, Kerry and Mei yeen) without Gillian *cause we forget to call her, sorry sorry*, joint our first class.

Kerry almost die in the class due to the heat and she couldn't breath.
BUT, we reckon that is because of the guy in front of her and show out his *private part*that make her felt dizzy and high and make her heart beat start pumping like no way, that's why as the result!! lolzzzz

Can you imagine that all our clothes are wet inside out. There is no way for us to stop the sweat drooling down.. hahah even the towel was wet!! *imagine just after your shower*

We pay $19 for our first class and we got free for 9 consecutive classes!! So this free classes will be due on the 12th of May.
The class is located in 179 Bridge Road, level 1.
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No booking is needed. So gals, just go join the class!!!

All of us are surely going back to attend the class again (= *no doubt about that because we just wanna to attend for the 9 free classes and also make us pretty and healthy*)
Today class was really worthy and my flu just gone!! hahahha
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Wanna to go take my shower now and have my dinner and surely back to my bloody hectic assignments )=
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Bye peoples and Have a GREAT GREAT day like what I have today
*muacks*

A tiring day =(

It was a tiring day for me today =(
Woke up early in the morning 6.30am just to get prepared myself to uni to have site visit on a building's parapet wall!!!

Was doing my assignment and slept at 3.30 am in the morning and I just have 3 hrs for me to rest..wthhhhh
The site visit was actually 7.30 am and I need like 30 min to prepare myself and 30 min for me to get to the uni....
The earliest ever site visit that I have.... *It is sounds good or bad!! I am not sure**

Back home around 830am and get prepared myself for another activity, which was having breakfast with our MR BRYAN S. in TAIPAN.. We have dim sim for our breakfast. Was actually quite nice the food there and is cheap. Around $20 pp (we order a lot lah..lolzz)
We have breakfast from 11.00am to 1230pm.

After that, back to Chin's house for another assignment discussion which was actually planned to meet in the uni instead of Chin's house (cause of my tiredness and I refused to walk to uni and just want to lay on her sofa..lolzz)
Our discussion started from 2.00pm till 5.oo pm almost!!
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*BUT I still wanna watch MDG with mel*
MDG stands for MALAYSIA DREAM GIRL 2009
go watch go watch.. Not too bad lah.. hahaha
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Tired Dadar=D

Mother's Day Gifts

M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell
"MOTHER,"
A word that means the world to me.

****Author: Howard Johnson (c. 1915)

A gift to your MOTHER

Here are some of the recommendation which is really suitable as a MOTHER'S DAY GIFTS

A very simple one (Mother's Day Card)

This is strongly recommended to those who are studying or living in oversea and can't celebrate with your mum. By sending back a beautiful and meaningful card, your mum will surely get touched and happy =D ( this was what I usually did for mother's day )
Also, even a very simple SMS or phone call, she will feel touched =)

Mother's Day gift
there are a lot of nice and useful beauty product sets, with nice packaging which now can buy from your nearest shopping center (Following recommendations are only suitable for those who able to celebrate the mother's day with their mum)

1. L'occitane (one of my favorite 5 star brands and they smell really good)

Cherry Blossom Set (Shimmering Lotion and EDT) * I love the shimmering lotion and the cherry blossom from L'occitane is really awesome, my mum is using this now and even my dad too....*
Delicious Almond Pack (Paste and milk concentrate) *my mum has this but i am not sure how she use it. I reckon the paste is something like body scab and the milk concentrate is the lotion*

Enchanted Rose (Hand cream and Perfume)

2. Jurlique (another 5 star product for your mum)

Biodynamic set - new line from Jurlique for aging range =D *my mum wasn't using this..hehe*

3. Other than those beauty products, accessories would be great for those who can afford =D

Dream Necklace from Swarovski crytal as an example. You can pick which ever you think suit your mum =D this is just my recommendation and some ideas. *I cant afford to buy this to my mum yet, so this kind of gift has to wait for my dad to do it..hehe*

4. Bags (Clutches and wallet)
Chanel Clutch for example =D *I will get this for my mummy when I got my first salary =), a very elegant clutch which suit my mummy alot =D *

5. Bouquet of flowers
Pink lilies with roses =D

6. Fine Dinning Dinner

Book a nice and classy restaurant for your mum on her special day =D
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*Above are just my own preferences and recommendations*
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PLEASE
*DON'T FORGET TO WISH YOUR MUM on the 10th of MAY *

What A DAY =D

IS a FReezing DAY out there, 8 degree Celsius in Melbourne...

I couldn't concentrate on my work due to the freaking cold weather!!

A tonne of works are queuing up and waiting for me to complete! (OS: WHO CARES cause i just wanna BLOG here and stop stressing with my works=P)
lolzz...

GUESS WHAT!!??

I have FAKE NAILS on my finger nails=D
Is already like 5 days with me... lolzz...
This will be my second time doing this girly stuff, but I do enjoy with it because it make my nails look real good * THUMB UP*
ALL of this have to thank to my 2 pretty sisters, MEL AND AMELLYN, who bought the fake nails package from a nearby pharmacy!!
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The feeling of it is just like your normal finger nails,it is just light weight!!
The most important thing is, the price is much more cheaper than during mani and padicure=D

Here you go with some pictures that I took =P


BEFORE (lolzzz, FATTY FINGERS!! )=P



AFTER
Pretty Pretty finger nails.... lolzz (It's just look like my real finger nails right!!!)

*REAL LIFE* the brand that I got for the fake nails.. =D

hahhahaha.... copy the post from the paper box=P


IT's seriously look REAL !!!
and is very natural =D

The only advantages that I can think of,
1) During CNY, I dont have to wait for a long queue and spend so much (double the price) on manicure and padicure.

2) Can just paste it anytime as you like and you will get your stunning finger nails within 5 mins. (comparing with 1 hr or more for mani and padicure)

How to REMOVE it??
Will it HURT your nail???
How LONG LASTING can it be???

THose WORRIES that normally will come out from everybody mind when they think of putting fake nails on their nails!!
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GALS, DONT HAVE TO WORRY=D

They design it for a reason and they have the technique to remove it forsure!!
They do have instruction provided and you just need to follow it.. that's it

IN MY OPINION, it wont hurt your nails if you stick it within the required days which is recommended. It DO hurt If you are not following what they recommended.

About removing those fake nails, they DO have their own FAKE NAIL REMOVER, and normal nail removal works on those FAKENAILS as well!!

Haiya, Apply Nail lotion after it thn dont have to worry about hurting your real nail=)

SO WHAT ARE YOU WORRYING ABOUT NOW !!!!

GO GRAB 1 and TRY IT OUT YOURSELF and PLAY WITH IT=D
I gurantee that you will love it as what I DID=P
*smug grin*
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PLEASE STOP BULLSHIT and continue with your work, MELINDA TAN..=P

Missing YOU =D

What a COLD weather today=(

everyone in the house are wearing their stocking just to warm their legs up =D
Such a COLD day we have today, you will be loving this weather IF your loved one is beside you and passing his warmness to you!!
YET, I am NOT loving it now***=(
And I'm missing you=(


MAY is around the corner, this is the month where all my assignments are going to due!! and yet I have got no mood to do it..hmmmpppp!!!
I know that I will have to start struggling with my thesis, so many to do and so little time I have!! * Time had just been wasted by me day by day due to my laziness and also tubing* It's a right time where my internet quota is almost finished!! I can just concentrate on my work without TUBING!!

After today, I will have to stick my butt in my UNI LAB just to finish up my research analysis and writing. No one accompany me there!! I have to finish it all by myself!! Such a pity and pathetic life I HAVE!!! (1 more month to go then I will be FREE with my thesis, BREAK A LEG DAR DAR!!! )

NO MOOD TO PROMOTE THOSE PRODUCTS RIGHT NOW!!!

Having steamboat today =D yeah.. heading to my dinning table and enjoying with the hot hot steamboat in such a bloody cold weather=D
BYE!!

EYE CREAM UPDATE!!

GUESS WHAT!!

lolzzz


I HAVE GOT MY EYE CREAM!! hmmppp I think is call EYE GEL LAH!! haha

My JURLIQUE EYE GEL!!

COST me $41 !! CHEAP and is FRESH wan... IS NOT DISCOUNT PRODUCT !!! ORIGINAL PRICE around $53

THE CHEAPEST PRICE I GOT HERE IN AUSTRALIA!!

Is in CHINA TOWN!! EVEN CHEAPER THN DUTY FREE SHOP!!
THEY SALE CHEAP JURLIQUE, ORIGINAL and FRESH!!

=D

EYE CREAM

Have been busy with my assignment recently!! couldn't sleep well at night and sleep really late at night!! my dark circle getting more serious!! *die die die*

I need a really good product now!! Right now I dont have any eye cream (haha, still wan to introduce some good eye cream for you guy), but somehow offcoz i did some research on it!! I will show u guys the top 3 brand eye cream that I wanted to buy (just 1 lah offcoz) but I just can afford for buy 1 only.. as you all know EYE CREAM is very expensive as it just a little tiny one ( I mean the container of eye cream)!!!

2 things that I will be looking for eye cream are: 1st, to reduce my puffiness and 2nd to reduce my dark circle!! That's it....

OKAY, here you go my top ranking eye cream right now ( which means that I am going to buy it, so meaning now I wont have their comment.. BUT BUT BUT, after i using it, I will let u all know okay .. hehe


YES!! here you go, JURLIQUE EYE CREAM!! * I'm coming soon* hehe

Prescription :A high-performance, deeply hydrating cream, made with the most efficacious natural actives, providing immediate and long-term improvements to the skin around the eye area.

Rich in the living energy of Euphrasia and Arnica, this intensely moisturising eye cream helps re-energise tired-looking eyes. Eyes appear brighter as dark circles begin to fade and puffiness is reduced. Lines and wrinkles are softened for a smoother eye contour. (copy from website)

This is another top rating eye cream under my eye cream list!! This is the *duno what* magazine TOP SELLER for EYE CREAM catogery =D
I have tried the texture, is in blue colour like water type like that!! not really oily and absorp very fast!!

Prescription: Clarins Eye Contour Gel is a lightweight, non-oily, translucent eye gel that helps to minimise fine lines and wrinkles. It revitalises, softens and moisturises the eye contour area and refreshes eye lids.

This beauty skin care product is easily and rapidly absorbed, fragrance free, suitable for contact lens wearers. Make-up can be applied immediately following this eye care treatment. This moisturising beauty product is opthalmologically and dermatologically tested. (copy from website)

CHANEL EYE LIFT!!! one of my favorite =D
The texture of it not too bad and smell really good..

Presription :An eye-lifting treatment to instantly reduces dark circles & puffiness. Provides an immediate lifting benefit, contains natural extracts to stimulate microcirculation. Leaves the delicate area feeling soft & refreshed.(copy from website)

I am going to grab my JURLIQUE EYE CREAM really soon!! hehe.. coz my dark circle getting worst dy =(

The eye cream that i used in MALAYSIA is from my sister!!hehe.. We share all our beauty products =D

The "BOBBI BROWN eye cream"

This product is good as well!! Can feel the tightness and warmness around your eye area after applying it. This is a cream type BUT NOT too OILY =D


ALL the ABOVE PRODUCT that I introduce are all 5 STAR!!!
I think all the price are around the same.. BUT BUT BUT If you want to buy Chanel or Clarins product pls pls pls go to MALAYSIA and grab it!! coz is really cheap in MALAYSIA and if during what ever sale or voucher giving, you can get deduction from that too!!

OFFCOZ for those JURLIQUE FANS like me, PLS buy it in AUSTRALIA, it is very cheap here and you can even get it in those DUTY FREE SHOP or even AIRPORT DUTY FREE SHOP or even CHINA TOWN!!! hahaha

*HEAD back to my assignment AGAIN* =( (*sick sick sick of it!! * )

Have a great day everyone =D

Coming up next.......hmmpppp MAYBE some good idea for Mother's Day Present !! *wink wink ^^*

BUsy BUsy =(

Sorry ppl, kinda busy with my assignments this few days!! So I will update my blog when I am FREE !! Thanks for supporting my blog and spending so much time on reading my blog!! Thank heaps.....Will UPDATE SOON.. REAL SOON!!

HEAD BACK TO ASSIGNMENT!!

HAVE A GOOD DAY MATE =D

Coming up NEXT, EYE CREAM.....

N.E.C.K

NECK!!

This is the part that most of the gals will forget to care about it normally!! So do I!!

One day i saw 1 pic taken from 1 professional camera man at my sister wedding dinner, thn only i realize how serious my neck wrinkles are!! and start from that moment, I've started to do some research on good product. the main focus will be on reducing my wrinkles and also tighten up the skin of my neck!!

Okay... this post will be mainly focus on the neck product that I have used and also I am using now!!

I got my FIRST NECK CREAM from my sister and my brother-in-law during my 20++ birthday!! =D

Here you go, My FIRST NECK CREAM-Extra-Firming Neck cream from CLARINS*I have finished the whole bottle*

Comment for the product above: I would say was Good (maybe a 4 star rating), not bad but NOT "WOW" cause my wrinkle still there (but not much now!!).. BUT, sometimes I can feel the tightness on my neck after applying it BUT sometimes NOT!!..hmmpppp!! weird weird... I am not sure why!! Is a good one to try on!! Just give it a try.. I reckon maybe have to use with some other product (from CLARINS) to make it the effect into "WOW" situation!!

The PRICE for this neck cream is around RM 200 , if not mistaken ( nearly or more) *cause I am not the one who buying this*!!hehe.... This product can be easily get it from all shopping center in ALL OVER THE WORLD, I reckon!!

**The neck cream that I AM USING NOW**

I would said is better than the one that I have used. I would give this as a 5 star product

***TA DA***

Here you go, My 5 Star NECK CREAM - Herbal Recovery Neck Serum from JURLIQUE

Comment for the product above: This is the "WOW" effect on me!! I can feel the tightness on my neck EVERYTIME when I applied it!!! EVERYTIME SERIOUSLY!! and I DONT really notice the wrinkles on my neck NOW (they are still there but is lighter or even lesser as compare to the previous one that I used) !!!

The price for this product is nearly AUssie dollor 90 bucks!! But I get this frm the MELB. AIRPORT which is DUTY FREE so I think is around $80++!!! I think this is the cheapest price you can get in Australia but not others countries!! cause this product is an AUSTRALIA BRAND!!
Malaysia do has this brand as well, BUT BUT BUT is nearly 2x the price or more expensive than you convert it back to RM!!! I am not sure about UK, maybe they do sell!! But definately will be more expensive as compare to Australia!!

To those that are very interested with this product, pls do contact me either on my blog or even my email ( melinda_keling@hotmail.com) for further details. *I can be your helping hand* =D

Postage/Handover Area: To MALAYSIA ONLY!!

Postage Period: Anytime after receiving your money!!
Handover Period: normally during JUNE, JULY, NOVEMBER, DECEMBER and MARCH!!!

*(other countries will be considered later on)*

Coming up next will be on EYE cream....... to be continue!!

HAve a GREAT DAY mate!!! ^^ wink wink

Product Postage Services =D

Just want to tell you guys that if you are interested with those products that I have been introduced through my blog, please feel free to send me a message through my hotmail or even can leave me a message on my blog!! I can do some shopping for you guys and post it to you all!! ^^

my hotmail: Melinda_keling@hotmail.com

Have a nice day =D

It just another day =)

It just another day mate=D hope everyone has a great day just like what i am having now....

I just got into my bed around 5am this morning just because I forced myself to finish 1 part of my dissertation report!!! huh!! crazy me...and forced my bf to wake me up no matter what time he is awake!!! lolzz thanks baby xoxo

my flawless skin wont stand for long if I still sleep like 5am in the morning... my mask also couldn't help me=(
Have been doing mask continuously.. probably 5 days a week just want to give my face more treatment! and also wan to finish up all the stock that we bought from Japan!!! lolzz (is a good excuses n is a motive for me to do mask everyday)

Some sharing on mask that I have been using recently:

• Apivita - Cucumber, Red wine, Tomato, Rose, oranges etc etc flavors.. this is the creamy type take can apply to ur skin directly.. good absorption to skin and have a good result after using it!! 5 stars for the Apivita!!
  

This is the Cucumber Aqua mask from Apivita - meaning for moisturizing.. a good recommendation for all gals n is suitable to all skin type!! This is a very confortable mask and you can feel the result right after u wash it off!!

This is the tomato mask for antioxidant, means it helps to provide oxygen to you skin and make it looks younger!!! It is an anti-aging mask!! Go grab it now gals...

This is the Revitalizing Face Mask of Orange... This is the Orange Flavour and it will provide Vitamin C to your skin!! tumb up!! It helps to Tone the skin, offering radiance, revitalization and relaxation

I am not sure this product you can get it on Malaysia or not. But in Australia we can easily get it from Myers! Uk I am not sure..maybe you can!! just go to find it out!! Is really a good product!! This product also recommended by the taiwan famous tv programme "the ladiest first" The price is around $6 to $7 bucks per pack not per box!! Different type of mask different price....1 pack u can use it for like 3 times for small face and remember to keep it into the fridge after using it!!

There is still many more products provided by Apivita!! just go to their website and to have a look!! www.apivita.com

• Jurlique- I start using this product after doing facial in Mid Valley!!Before that I did use their product but is just not too addicted about it... But But But.. now I am fall in love with this product!! There got many good stuff that i wanted to intro to you guys!! But today I will just talk about their mask!! other products will be continue at others post in more details!! hehe

This is an Australia brand.. so Australia is definately the cheapest place to get their product!! Malaysia is so so so expensive!!! hmmpp ....Dont buy in Malaysia but if just that you cant get anything from other places instead!!

Here you go my another 5 star product !! The Moisture Replenishing Mask from Jurlique!! This is what I am using now!! It is recommended to those sensitive skin gals who will easily get redness on their skin!! This is a clay mask.. and you just need to do it like twice a week... and other than that you can use Apivita mask for others days!!

Suggestion: add some Rose water (Jurlique) into the mixture of the mask before apply on your face!! This help your face to absorb more Aqua!! and the result is really amazing!!
I have been using this mask for 2 months nearly... and I love it.. Me and my twin sister are going to finish the 1 big mask soon!! yuhooo!! very satisfy with it!! We are sharing, tats y it finish so fast.. But i reckon the 1 big mask you can finish it like 3 months or more, is just depending on how often you use it!!

The price for that mask is nearly like 80 to 90 aussie for the big one meaning 125ml!!

• For those gals that really think that creamy n clay type mask take alot of their time than those paper type mask. Thn I would recommend you all to go grab the "Nuetrogena Moisturizing Mask" you can get this easily from Watson and the price is around RM30 to RM 40 (not sure.. but is nearly there)!!
  

Thats all for today on my mask recommendation (*** which I think have the fastest result that will show on your skin right after applying the mask ****)!!

Make sure you cleanse your face nicely before applying the mask and after that dont forget to apply your lotion and mosturizer, eye cream, neck cream etc etc !!!

If there is still a very good product, I will post it up and share with you guys!!! hehe..

P:s// To all gals out there : "Wanna be pretty, pls pls pls dont be Lazy"

Good luck gals n i wish your skin will look nicer after all!! hehe.... *above all are just based on my personal experience that I would like to share to everyone*

Head back to my assignment!! Happy day all =D ^^ wink wink


Coming up: hand cream, lotion, hair mask, lip balm etc etc....To be continue.... =D