The UNSURE of me =(

everything is so unsure on me right now...
everything is not going with my original plan now...
everything is just like a mess now...
I need to leave...
I need to leave soon...
really really soon...
I have failed to hold on my plans
I have failed to hold on my dream
I have failed to hold on my determination
I HAVE FAILED
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that will be the answer for me to all my lovely friends that shock of hearing my news of leaving the country =(

It's hard to say,
It's hard to explain,
It's hard to face.
please don't ask me why, because I have already told u why......
for those who knows, just listened and forgot and wish me the best.
I will appreciate it!!

maybe this is not the country that belongs to me
that's the thing that I can say
just let it be and pls dont ask me why!!!

BUT
I can definitely tell u that I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL BACK HOME

HOME, I am coming back soon.... 1 week time =D