I'm Back =D

8 hours flight from Brisbane to KLIA... missing, hectic, tired, happy.....

everything back to normal now...

still home is the best!!!

*home sweet home*

wishing all my friends at aussie all the best and will see you guys when I see you =D

-princessdadar-

GoodBye Australia =(

Have to say goodbye to this country,Australia that I have spent nearly 3 years
There are plenty of nice memories that I have experienced here..
*suddenly feel like sharing it with everyone and as my memory for my future* =D

2 years ago: When I started my new life here in Australia, pursuing my degree in The University of Melbourne

• Feeling happy because almost half of my family was there with me.. so I didnt experience any home sick =D
• The year that I have ended up my 4 years LDR with my ex =D *was happy because it's kinda relief for me*
• Enjoying my study and feeling very stress especially for the structure and construction subject
• Fortunately I have graduated from that course and after that we need to complete our practical year in order for us to continue our 2nd degree...
• This was also the year that I felt to stop my study and to start on my working life and so, I didnt back in the same time with my other 2 sisters and try to look for a good job... BUT end up, I was back to Melbourne to try to look for a internship BUT i failed because of the stupid visa...
• So end up I was kinda like enjoying my holiday during the early 2008 until July
  
• Early 2008 was kinda a year that depressed me and also surprised me =D
• Depressed that I couldn't successfully got a job and failed in all the interview that I went =(
• But something surprised me was all in the sudden I received 3 awards from my UNI!! I was kinda surprise and unexpected feeling =D

• And during this lovely holiday, there was someone who is so daring to come after me and delivered me a lovely bouquet of flowers, msn with me everyday, sms me everyday, call me everyday with all his 'sweet talk' to me =D
  
• Ended up, WE are both together NOW =D
  
• July 2008 was the month that I back to my honours year!! one word that can only represent the whole semester...'tears'. I cried mostly every week due to the stupid thesis work and I got no idea at all.....
• Back to early this year 2009, I have successfully graduated from The University of Melbourne with the 2nd upper class!!! *not too bad* =D
• I have got my first customer service job here in Melbourne. I worked as a front counter in Nando's... *missing all my colleagues there but not the boss*

• Until this September, I have decided to leave Melbourne and come over to Brisbane to join my bf.
• October 2009: *something happened which I wish to forget in my life* and I have decided to go back Malaysia and just put all my dreams at the back =(
• And now 3.33a.m (Brisbane time): I am leaving today, 11.35pm... 20 hrs to go and I will be leaving my baby alone here and stop all the dreams that we have planned =(
  

"Baby: Sorry that I couldn't hold on with our dreams and what we have planned. I need to go back because this country is not belongs to me. I have tried so many ways but still..........
Brighter side, you earning Aussie so pls 'tt' my 'gaji' for me okay =D
BB, I have destroyed our dreams but we have also created a new one with few options =D
This time I won't make you down anymore.... our dream will come true....I LOVE YOU BB
waiting you to come back or waiting me to come over????? will see which one will come true =D
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

SO, this is how the end of my Aussie life and I am coming back home=D
Is time to sleep now

-princessdadar-

I'm Leaving on the JETPLANE =(

Leaving soon... in 2 days time...
Leaving a lot of ???? to most of my friends here...
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To all my friends in Melbourne, Brisbane, Adelaide, Sydney and Perth: I'm sorry..Sorry that I do not said goodbye to you guys...
because I hate the feeling of saying goodbye and explaining everything again and again...
I am sorry =D (as what I've posted on my previous post, I have explained everything there)
I will meet you guys back home during CNY okay =D
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Hate the feeling of packing and unpacking....
Hate the feeling of going in to the boarding gate and I will be all alone again....
Hate the feeling of watching him walking back alone in the dark...
Hate the feeling of talking in the phone....
Hate the feeling of seeing him inside the computer...
Hate the feeling of LDR....
Hate the feeling of saying goodbye with my friends...
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DO I HAVE A CHOICE TO AVOID LDR, I HATE THAT..
CAN I GET RID OF IT FROM MY LIFE....I GOT NO CHOICE
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU =(
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Happy that I am going back home...
Happy that I am going to see my lovely papa, mama, koko, jie jie, jie fu, mel, baby Lucas AND everyone.....
Happy that I am going to see my 2 kakakS...
Happy that I am going to sleep on my lovely bed again...
Happy that I no longer need to wash my own clothes...
Happy that I no longer need to clean my own room...
Happy that I can drive to anywhere I like without any worries...
Happy that I don't have to take public transport...
Happy that I don't have to be that stress on looking a job...
Happy that everything is so cheap back home and I can just spend...
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SEE.....I HAVE SO MANY THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY
SO, I DON'T HAVE TO BE SAD BECAUSE YOU WILL BE BACK OR WE WILL BE TOGETHER ONCE THE TIME HAS COME.....JUST GO WITH THE FLOW...
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LOOKING AT THE BRIGHTEST SIDES
*NO MORE SADNESS, JUST LEFT HAPPINESS*

-princessdadar-