I'm Leaving on the JETPLANE =(

Leaving soon... in 2 days time...
Leaving a lot of ???? to most of my friends here...
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To all my friends in Melbourne, Brisbane, Adelaide, Sydney and Perth: I'm sorry..Sorry that I do not said goodbye to you guys...
because I hate the feeling of saying goodbye and explaining everything again and again...
I am sorry =D (as what I've posted on my previous post, I have explained everything there)
I will meet you guys back home during CNY okay =D
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Hate the feeling of packing and unpacking....
Hate the feeling of going in to the boarding gate and I will be all alone again....
Hate the feeling of watching him walking back alone in the dark...
Hate the feeling of talking in the phone....
Hate the feeling of seeing him inside the computer...
Hate the feeling of LDR....
Hate the feeling of saying goodbye with my friends...
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DO I HAVE A CHOICE TO AVOID LDR, I HATE THAT..
CAN I GET RID OF IT FROM MY LIFE....I GOT NO CHOICE
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU =(
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Happy that I am going back home...
Happy that I am going to see my lovely papa, mama, koko, jie jie, jie fu, mel, baby Lucas AND everyone.....
Happy that I am going to see my 2 kakakS...
Happy that I am going to sleep on my lovely bed again...
Happy that I no longer need to wash my own clothes...
Happy that I no longer need to clean my own room...
Happy that I can drive to anywhere I like without any worries...
Happy that I don't have to take public transport...
Happy that I don't have to be that stress on looking a job...
Happy that everything is so cheap back home and I can just spend...
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SEE.....I HAVE SO MANY THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY
SO, I DON'T HAVE TO BE SAD BECAUSE YOU WILL BE BACK OR WE WILL BE TOGETHER ONCE THE TIME HAS COME.....JUST GO WITH THE FLOW...
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LOOKING AT THE BRIGHTEST SIDES
*NO MORE SADNESS, JUST LEFT HAPPINESS*

-princessdadar-